• Spaces & Articulation & Friends

    The best of a conference is not being at the conference. The best of a conference is after the conference.

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  • Scary evening

    Tuesday 9 August – It was scary. Am I getting a new stroke? Why? How? Why this new thing? Or is it all in my head…

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  • I’m Back

    I now truly dare to say – I’m back again. Not back as “100% me” as I was, but I like the same things, and more importantly, I know what I knew.

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  • Accept = Hate + Love

    Accept… …I hate that word. Well, maybe I love it too. The word “Accept” feels exactly like “Failure”. I accept the situation I have right now. The scary word – Accept – is slowly growing in me.

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  • Dress Rehearsal at CRMK

    Why is it a dress rehearsal? It’s only to me, not to these all colleagues. They don’t try to achieve anything. And they shouldn’t! I will (hope) get back to work in May. Only at 25%, start slowly, to see what I can and do, what I can add…

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  • Year 2, Day 10

    My journal from a bit raw recording – this is me, in my ten days of my second year in the new life. Join me!

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  • Day 1, Year 2

    My journal from a bit raw recording – this is me, in my first day of my second year in the new life. Join me!

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  • I died a bit, one year ago

    Day Zero to Day 365. I have had a gigantic event; the stroke changed my life. What has happened in a short forever year? This is my personal story and a recap of a full year.

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  • Runish, sort of…

    I ran today. Stay focus.

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  • 7 January 2022

    I keep working – with me, myself, and I!

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  • Up & Down

    Afternoon, usually I’m up. Other times, I never know, I am maybe, I am probably, I’m down.

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  • My Journey Back

    My session from South Coast Summit is now available free. Listen to it, to see what my first 8 months after my stroke.

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  • 👁️👁️ is ok!

    After my stroke the eyes have been changed a bit. People getting the type of my stroke usually get changed even more after a few months…

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  • Walk my dying body

    On the 16 February 2021, many (way way too many) pieces were buried in my black part of my brain. They were dead, or really close to be dead.

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  • Correct

    Always correct language, is so important for me. With my own flavor words and my own ideas to my sentence, but alway correct.

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  • Talk & Present

    I have seen many presentations and seen even more PowerPoints over many years. I desperately need PowerPoint to be ‘less is more’, or will start to break my brain now!

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  • Clear Eyes

    It is now on my wall. Good color, text from my PowerPoint, and with only unchecked – yet. I need to focus.

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  • Milestone

    September is here. Summer is gone. 2021 sucks. I want to end it. Now. Well not me, but the year.

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  • I’m Speaking Again

    After 8 months of stroke – I will be speaking again! This time I will not be a techy-talker. I will talk about myself.

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  • Half year

    Half year as post-stroke. How was pro-stroke? Do I care? Move on.

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  • Part 7 – Chat with Heidi, 11 years of stroke

    Jonas Rapp – STROKE Part 7: We have a chat with Jonas Rapp and Heidi Neuhauser. Heidi got her stroke at 29 years old, and Jonas got it half year ago. We talk about our problems we have had and which we still have.

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  • I’m Ok To Go

    I’m ok to go! They energize the thoughts. I love the thoughts. The brain needs challenge!

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  • Faith Walk

    The last half minute of the episode, it broke me. Had walked 4.5 km, and I had to sit. Wherever. And I cried.

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  • Bike

    Enjoying the gym, but hate the bike.

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  • Part 6 – Aphasia fixing it

    Jonas Rapp – STROKE Part 6: * Aphasia fixing it * School / Rehab * What I need * Names is harder * Don’t be quiet

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  • Don’t give up

    Every now and then, I just hate the workout and fixing my body. It doesn’t get better. At all.

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  • Avoid

    On the 16 of February, my wife Linda bought me the book… today she gave it too me after 5 months.

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  • One word

    Find next word. How the sounds? I try to find the spelling. Write. Rewind. Listen again.

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  • Not funny

    I always want to feel me better. Sometimes I accept status que. But it is now getting worse.

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  • Read the Techy Techs

    There is aphasia in me, saying the words I know for many of years make it hard. This is me trying for the first time – and read it to you.

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  • Wiggle

    In the beginning of My New Life, a wake up with a shitty body. Well I was better, because I had a working left leg and a left arm. The Bride had no working legs.

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  • My First Savior

    On a day this week, the therapist Mi asked me to record my talking about anything.

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  • Grammar

    I’ve loved my grammars. It is actually a love and hate relationship. I love to know the rules, I love to break of the rules, by making my mind by only Jonas’ meaning.

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  • Father

    I had worked for my entire life, at least since I was 23 years. I have worked and loved as a father.

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  • 24 June 2021 – promise

    Mom happy birthday 💖 5 weeks vacation I promise 🤞

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  • Part 5 – My Challenges

    Jonas Rapp – STROKE Part 5: * My Challenges * I’m still Jonas * Aphasia shall be fixed * Very lucky guy * Brain Windows

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  • Office – I need it

    I’m getting there next week. Or next month. Or next a few months. Or something else.

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  • Emojis – 🙏 don’t just pray

    Over all the time you have many many family, people close, people really far but still close. From the first thank you, it was most like emojis:

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  • Training – used all fun, now it’s lethal

    It is now change. I have to I must do training. A lot. Every day. No stop. All go. No fear.

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  • Blogging – it’s hard but needed

    So typing my words are hard. But I have to.

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  • 16 June 2021


  • Part 4 – My World Friends

    Jonas Rapp – STROKE Part 4: * My Worlds Friends * MVP Heroes * I Talk. Talk and talk. * Avd.84 – Start work. * Exercise from home

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  • Part 3 – My White Light

    Jonas Rapp – STROKE Part 3: * My White Light * Winning & Working * Explained STROKE * Brain void area * New Synapses * Worried

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  • Part 2 – Me New Life

    Jonas Rapp – STROKE Part 2: * Where am I * The phone * Meet my wife * Body & Brain * Fix it

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  • Part 1 – I Got Stroke

    Jonas Rapp – STROKE This episode Part 1 where I talk before the stroke, until the time of now change my life. Also my sister Åsa will be discussed what’s happening on day 16 February.

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